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040 When that surge of blood gushes through my veins
Sunday, September 13, 2009 6:36 PM
Heyloo everybody!
Tomorrow marks the start of the Preliminary Examinations 2! I. am. so. excited. about. it. I am not kidding okay! :D At the same time, I am scared. That's a very natural reaction from everyone, I believe.
I am scared I'd not meet the high expectations that I've set for myself right at the start of the year. Yes, some of you would know what I mean -- the colourful (rainbow) piece of paper slotted in the first column of my black file. I am glad I've maintained a few targets, but as for the others, nowhere there. Serious, it's like still 2 or 3 grades away?!?!
To be even more specific, I fear taking the English, Physics and Combined Humanities papers. Yes, if you're wondering, those are sorta my weakest subjects, especially the first and the third one. I don't know what's wrong with me, just can't make proper inference and my vocab, which USED TO, USED TO help me pull up my compre marks in lower sec, now sucks to the max. I recalled how I could score 3/4 upon 5 for vocab but now? Pathetic 1? Or even zero.
Bad bad bad.
I want no more of these shaky performance, I want solid performance. Yet, I don't know if my study methods for these subjects work. Let's just hope I can do well in them in the Prelims, that'd show that I'm studying the right way. ;)
All the best to everyone who'll be taking the same examinations as me.
I love taking exams in the hall, with the exception that I don't get super corner seats, so hot and uncomfortable! I love the big-ass fans hawhaw. :) :)
Can't wait to do Miss Leong's paper. MG am I crazy?
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