Me
Tan Yong Kian
Kranji Secondary School
1A'06, 2A'07, 3E'08, 4E'09 GRADUATED!
Anderson Junior College!
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035 Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Thursday, June 25, 2009 11:39 AM
Good day everyone. :D
I can't believe the hols are ending so fast. Well, it only means one month is gone and the O'Levels are drawing closer and closer. Yes I feel the intensity and of course I'm nervous, and scared at the same time.
Scared that I can't achieve my goals
Scared that I can't do well in certain subjects I really want to
Scared that I will disappoint many beloved teachers of mine with my results
Scared that I will feel sorry for myself for not giving my best
Scared that I will be complacent and slack
Hmm, yes I fear many many things, everyone has their own fears right?
Well, I couldn't sleep well last night so I reflected upon many things in life. Studies, friends, teachers, opportunities, etc. I've the epiphany that a lot of my teachers are pinning their hopes on me to score well. They've been slaving themselves teaching me, imparting skills that are essential so that I can score well in exams.
YES! I MUST NOT LET THEM DOWN!
The reflection process only made me realize how fortunate Im in Kranji, where your subject teachers are always available like 7-Eleven whenever you've doubts on anything. They'll always be there to help you and stretch out their helping hand, always spoon-feeding you with answers.
How fortunate~ Naturally, as their student, you wouldn't want to let them down right? We've to really gear up and prove to them that their teaching has been worthwhile all this while and we're definitely capable!
Cut those demoralising moments/I-don't-feel-like-studying attitude/I'm-super-tired mindset, cos there's no more time to be spent grumbling about how tired you're, how boring studying is or even how much you wanna get out of this mugging world.
Because time waits for no man, everyone has an equal amount of time to do whatever, anything they want, there shouldn't be any deviations in the sense, "Why do you have more time than me?" or "I don't score as well as you because I'm much busier than you"
Oh c'mon what excuse is that?! Didn't I just say everyone has equal amount of time? It's only a matter of how you manage your time and study EFFECTIVELY, EFFICIENTLY and SMARTLY.
That's a totally different issue I don't want to talk about.
Back to the reflection. I've also thought of my friends around me. How funny, friendly, nice, nasty, naughty, (whatever adjectives) of them! Memories from Sec 1 just came back in an instant! All the stress-free moments, they're really unforgettable. Like what Jocelyn said, they're only memories, only THOSE TIMES.
What's more important is the PRESENT! NOW! How we create happiness amidst all the unhappiness. How to 苦中作乐. HAHAHA. :D I guess I'm still happy now, even though not as happy compared to when I was in Lower Sec.
I still have my friends who love me
I still have my teachers who love me
I still have my family who loves me
Remember, no matter how hard/tough the situation is, there'll always be someone out there, rooting for you, showering you with words of encouragement, telling you not to give up so easily.
Bear this in mind. Everything about gratitude, it's something you can pay one back by reaching your heart out to them, by just saying words from your heart whole-heartedly, sincerely. Those heartfelt words of yours will definitely touch many people's hearts and at the end of the day, it's not just them feeling it, your heart feels it too.
It's a great feeling. Experience it. Enjoy it.
Well, did you guys wonder why I couldn't sleep last night? It's because......
I'd a movie biathlon yesterday with Nadia! Hahaha. Caught The Taking of Pelham 123 first. Great movie, it talks about sins, seeking forgiveness too. Really enjoyed watching this movie a lot. Then, I caught Drag Me To Hell which was super duper scary I swear! Super loud sound effects and super gross scenes.
Gah, I don't wish to elaborate about this. I guess this is the reason why I couldn't fall asleep last night, until 2am/3am? I don't know! Hahaha. And of course, it definitely gave me the opportunity to reflect upon myself. ;) Then I thought of all these which I've just shared with you.
:D
4 more days to school reopen! I definitely look forward to school (except for having to wake up early x/). I miss Miss Leong, Ms Kho and Mdm Yong a lot! Realised those are the teachers of the subjects I really like? I guess the teacher counts too in me liking the subject.
Going out later. No more going out. I shall stay at home and do something then. :)
Goodbye!
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034 They're called the used-to-bes
Saturday, June 20, 2009 7:13 PM
Amidst all the hardcore mugging, I'm finally taking a break to blawg blawg blawg. :D
This holiday was really fun! Oh why am I using the word 'was' when it ain't over yet? I've even heard from PPFFPP that the hols might extend another week! Whooooohoooo should I be happy or not? Happy cos there's more time for revision. Shouldn't be happy cos it's Prelim 1(b) straight after the extended hols. Hmmmmmphy.
Enough of all these. Moving on. This entry shall only be dedicated to pictures and more of them. Realised my blog is getting very wordy and boring. Still, there're people who say I write interesting entries. Hahaha. Thanks all! :DD
Pictures will start from SYFiesta'09 - Dream Oasis
SYFiesta'09 was greeeeat like really great! I finally got to see the Modern Dance dance. Undoubtedly, they are great! :D In fact, every performing art performed fabulously that day! What I felt was more of a spoiler was the audience, specifically the Alumni, to be even more specific only a handful of them.
They were seriously making some childish remarks and trying their very best to be the 'performers' of the night by attracting the others to listen to their senseless comments. Well, if you can't understand the show, at least keep quiet and just watch. You don't have to shoot your mouth, nobody appreciates it and we don't care if you're a mute or what anyway.
*rolls eyes*
Ugh, bad for health. Anyway, pictures!
Blur? But F4 ROCKS PLS!
WELOVESUZIE :D
Very few pictures though, I didn't upload all, a few are still in my camera memory card and MANY are with the rest. :O
Next up, it's K Productions Outing to Sentosa! Hahaha. And of course, I went with the Fantastic Four + the beloved Sec 4s :D 6 of us (F4 + Audrey and Huda) had so much fun talking and talking and talking on the train like mad kiddos.
Then we boarded the Monorail to Sentosa and met Miss Tang and everyone. Played Frisbee for a little while before we hit the sea! Plomp, we became wet chickens. Hahaha. The water wasn't very cold so it wasn't that chilling and exciting. Nyeh :/
We took many many pictures, and we played games in the water! Like Scissors-Paper-Stone, five, ten, fifteen HAHAHA. They're fun fun fun you know, yeh.
After this, we wenta Vivo to have dinner. :D Then we went to Ben and Jerry's while they'd Ice-cream. I didn't eat any cos I wasn't very hungry. Hahaha, to think about it, I shouldav eaten. Hahaha, it must've tasted great eh? :P
Time for pictures! :D
The third event: KPDT Camp!
It was fantabulouxsz even though it lasted only 1 day. Went trekking in the afternoon till evening. The games played were fun but the journey back was tiring. I didn't know Emilia and Nat Tan are afraid of heights. O.O
Anyway, after we returned to school, the Sec 4s (pathetically I, Emy, Warah and Huda) wenta play slide near the Multi-purpose court at the Parade Sq. Figure yourself where the slide could be at. Hahaha. Took a few pictures and videos.
Had dinner cooked by my groupmates - Shamimah, Natalie, Weiyu and Emy! Hahaha. Love them, they're funny and friendly people. Wheeeeee :) Then we did YAM-SENG and we drank up to PEACH TEA. :DDDD
Nighttime was spent meaninglessly. Brisk-blogged with Emy and played Biggest Brain and Bejeweled Blitz umpteen times, blog-hopped, bathed and finally turned in at 5am. Woke up at 6am HAHAHA prepared for lessons the next day! Whoa I swear I was damn tired for a period of time, my brain just couldn't work and I nearly fainted.
Joke, lol. Had porridge cooked by Miss Tang thank you Miss Tang! :D
Went for lessons after that, wheeeepeeeee felt great even though I got a little weary during Physics. Mathe was love cos Miss Leong returned the A Mathe Mock Exam. Haha. I did reach my target this time round. Not much to comment on. Just jiayou for the papers on 9th and 10th June I CAN'T WAITTTT! :DDD
Anyway, Camp pictures! :D
Last but not least, Quraisya's birthday celebration! Hohohoho.
The celebration coincided with the Adam Khoo Workshop thus, a few of us had to give it a miss as we'd to plan and prepare for Q's birthday celebration! Hahaha. :D Anyway, I heard from others that the AK Workshop was pretty cool, especially at the last part when they got you to imagine you getting your results back. I bet it's gonna be damn scary!
Anyhootx, Warah bought a cake and we got a recordable Monkey and a really sweeet song for Quraisya. :D Yes, we changed the lyrics of the song 'A Little Too Not Over You' by David Archuleta (Q's favvvv singer) and she got really touched after hearing it. Hahaha.
Original lyrics:
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Our version (created by Emy the Great!)
Tell me why
Quraisya's so funny
We love her
Oh she's just the girl.
Tell me why
We can't seem to stop loving her
Oh Happy Birthday dear Quraisya!
Hahaha super sweeeeet like sugar right! :) Then we sang song, ate cake and OMG Ms Fazlin came back! Didn't get to talk to her much, still I took a picture yeh! :D
After that she texted Emy and said that she really missed us a lot! Here's the SMS:
"Hey dear it was really good to see you all just now and my apologies I couldn't stay on cos I had to run errands for my parents. I miss you all very much actually even though my actions or words don't show it at all. ;-) You all come to my mind constantly :-P"
OMG MELTZ! :D
WE ♥ YOU MS FAZLIN! xx
So, here're the pictures 8)
That's all, folks. :)
{Random}
My head feel frozen ever since I was in the library just now, mugging with PPFFPP. It was like so darn cold (can fight with Uziel's house's study room alre, or maybe even colder cos I stayed in Library longer) I can feel my brain freezing (almost, had the brain-freeze feel). Still, I endured and endured and endured and did A Mathe faithfully.
Hmm, Prelim papers are pretty nice to do. I've to say, there're many challenging questions in the Pink booklet, especially the BPGHS one. Vrahlau, the log questions are simply ULU! Totally never see those questions before! *Kowtow to the one who created this question*
And I just realised, A Mathe isn't really that dead. At certain circumstances, you've to be rather flexible too. :D Coolioh.
I guess I've to end my entry like right now lest I carry on ranting and ranting bout studies. Hahhaa. I don't wanna be smitten/obsessed with studies.
Bye lovelies.
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033 KPDT Bonding Camp
Friday, June 12, 2009 12:08 AM
@ Staff Room now, with Emy on my left, Miss Tang somewhere near me, and Shamimah and Rebecca next to her. Hahaha.
KPDT Bonding Camp has been fun so far! The trekking was though tiring, but fun to the max! Especially when I saw Natalie Tan and Emilia freak out when we were going down the mountain via the bridge (which is so looooooong like the Great Wall of China). Hahaha.
Well, just now we played Musical Chairs REMIX. OMG it was damn fun I can totally shout damn loud, and I realised a loud voice can really scare your opponents off and make them loseeeee! Hahahaha. :D I'm damn evil and my teammates are damn contented with me hawhawahw :)
Ohya, and on my way to Mount Faber, I chatted with Emy like an unstoppable tap and suddenly the two girls in front of me, Wei Yu and Sophia (new friends!) joined us and listened to us talk. It's amazing seeing them so engrossed in our talks.
And then, at night we played many games related to Drama (somehow or rather) and this Emy was sleeping like a log in one corner, hence she missed out the fun! Well, can't blame her, cos she slept at like 3a.m. in the morning after mugging for SS.
OH now that I mentioned SS, the Mock Paper today was hell difficult. Total killer. SBQ was like shit! Didn't understand several sources and I think my answering skills sucked to the brim. Ugh, I just hope I can pass my SBQ, and SCORE in my SEQ. Although I didn't really study a lot for SEQ, I did pay EXTRA effort to analyse the question and look for the KEY word before answering the question.
Moving on, dinner was settled by hot dog buns and campbell's soup! I love the soup but not the bun cos I just had one in the morning like sucha coincidence. I'm getting hungry now zzz. Shall cook something later on to eat. Teeeheee :p
Hmm, I've nothing much to blog about now. I apologise for the messy organisation of my entry, jumping from here to there. HAHAHA.
I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored I'm so bored
I doubt I'll be sleeping tonight. Gonna play BRIDGE! And of course, Daidi, the all-time favourite game of mine. Hohoho. Right now, I haven't bathed and I think I might only feel like bathing at 4 in the morning, hahaha. :)
And, my phone's battery is running low. Gotta charge it before it dies on me x(
Can't wait to see if I'm gonna be tired tomorrow for not sleeping today! Hahaha. Tomorrow's lessons include: Physics, Chemistry (Miss Kho forbade me from seeing her!) and Mathematics. OMG I LOVE MATHEMATICS TO BITS. Hahaha. :D I love Chemistry tooooo! :D:D:D:D:D:D
If tomorrow I happen to appear shagged and worn out and even moody, don't blame me, cos I'm tireddddddddd! Hahaha :)
EMILIAOOIYUHAN, if you're seeing this (I know you'll), UPLOAD THE SYFIESTA PHOTOS ASAP ASAP ASAP! Hahaha. There are no more Mock exams so you can't use it as an excuse anymore. Hahhaa. :D
Somephing random: I totally love the June holidays this year! :D It's happening, fun-filled and full of excitement! :D The saddest thing is that I can't get down to studying well and I still dislike History and refuse to read the textbook I'm still not paying attention in class I can't seem to be able to do that how can I going to score well in that if I don't pay attention people have been telling me passion for a subject can be developed but the passion in me is so difficult to be developed I think I might fail my Humanities like damn badly.
Argh, the loooooooong sentence just doesn't make sense. :D
This entry is super boring! Pictures up in my next entry. On SYFiesta, Sentosa Outing and KPDT Camp! :D
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