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018 It all reverts back to the mundane routine
Saturday, January 10, 2009 6:10 PM
I'm still suffering from the
BACK-TO-SCHOOL SYNDROME!!!
I just can't get over it. I'm still tired when I wake up in the morning. I still can't concentrate perfectly in class. I still won't talk to my friends in the morning (I've to change this habit). I am still not enthusiastic and proactive enough in class.
Gladly, I'm sitting with a bunch of people who're quite noisy. Oh and according to my Chemistry teacher Miss Kho, we're the NOISEST people in class. How great. :) Still, I'm silent most of the time. Did you guys realize that? If not, I'm telling you now.
I don't know why, but I don't wanna talk. I'm lazy to talk. I feel that this year, I don't open up a lot anymore. I used to be a totally cheerful, hyperactive and crazy boy when I was younger, especially when I was in Sec 2. But now, nothing of the sort. You may see me concentrating and listening to the teachers, but actually, sometimes, I was doing some deep thinking, on some matters. I'm sad. I just felt that way.
O, & I realized that Miss Kho is very humourous (funny also) and Ms Susan Leong's lessons are boring. :(
This week was spent dreadfully and meaninglessly with homework that could drown me. I was also flooded with visits to Poly/JCs. Actually only to 1 Poly and 1 JC. Hahaha. I grumble too much! AJ Open House wasn't so good. We went at the wrong time. However, their Principal's speech did make me laugh out loud. At least I felt that my laugh was real then. :\
SP's open house was rather aimless. I didn't know where I was going. I just walked and walked. Like an arrow which doesn't know where to land. Poooooog.
I guess I'm sad now. And to top up my sadness a little bit more, O'Level Chinese results on Monday. Cry hard if I don't get an A1. I don't have confidence anymore, after I've shittingly changed 3 correct answers off my 综合填空. I just feel like a complete failure. Hmmm.
Maybe it's me who's being pessimistic, maybe it's 2009 that makes me so lowwwww. I hope I can cheer up more! :D I'm organising NIKAR outings anyone freee? To 店小二 and maybe Sakae Sushi. I wanna go Kbox too but the one in Lot 1 has closed long ago. Nearest outlet is yet so far. Sheeeeeex.
One happy thing was I met Nadia for dinner last night. It was great. It kept me happy for quite some time. She shared with me her experiences in Australia and shared some nice songs (downloading them now) with me. Nice.
IP Coaching starts next week. There's also a Beijing Meeting on Monday. It sucks to be involved in so many things in 2009. I just feel that I don't have the capacity to handle so many things anymore. It is me or what?
I NEED A COUNSELOR/COUNCILLOR TO TALK TO!
Argh, this entry makes no sense. Cheer up everyone!
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